Today is my 57 day of maternity leave. Along the way, I feel that being a mummy is not easy to handle the baby and myself's emotion Sometimes I will angry about why she always cry, why she didnt want to sleep, why she is not understand? All of these issues will make me feel that I am not a good mummy and also dont know how to handle her well. I will feel I am useless at that moment. But now I feel a bit more confident to handle her cause sometimes she is being good at the moment, and also know what I am saying sometimes. I love her smiles. It will make me laugh. I would say being a mummy will be very tired and suffer cause soemtimes if nobody at home to help me, I will feel helpless and dont know what to do to her. I will become very angry because no one is helping me. It is okay to be that situation as sometimes if I am alone at home, I also need to do all the things myself also when husband go to work. Last but no least, I will try all my best to be a good mummy. From the God's wisdom, enerygy and happiness, Amen.